Can't put into words how hard the past few months have been. I'm on medication for mental illness and going to therapy, but that only seems to do so much. I still have the depression, suicidal thoughts, and panic attacks a lot of days. And it's exhausting. Probably why I hardly ever draw anymore and why it takes forever to write fanfiction. Since coming out as transgender and bisexual to friends and family, it's gotten so much harder, especially since I still live at home. don't know how much more I can take.
Don't even know why I'm writing this. I hope that someday when I'm in a better situation and my mental health improves, I can start working real hard on my art again, and maybe be more active on here again. if that ever happens. i'm sorry i basically don't exist here anymore.